been weary these past few days. I can feel my boss' breathing on my neck asking me to be the best possible me.. im not used in being the responsible one i don't like it when people wud think of me differently like i can make things a lot better than what they already are. im bummed and im starting to feel restless and very unhappy. scared i believe is the right term, scared to screw up because every lil good thing ive made wud be completely forgotten once i commit a mistake. it may cause damage fatal enough to end my career. damn! i just want to go back to where i was few days ago
