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  • ...an urgent plea...

    Current mood:sad

    we all know how typhoon frank has devastated our country. unfortunately, one place that was badly affected is my mom's hometown of Numancia, Aklan. thankfully, my lola, cousins and other relatives were spared from injuries but most of the houses are destroyed. i would like to extend my help not only to my family but to the other families in the area as well. i'm soliciting for used clothes, towels, blankets and slippers. any donation would be greatly appreciated, thank you and god bless!
  • Makes Me Wonder

    Current mood:bitchy

    I wake up with blood-shot eyes
    Struggled to memorize
    The way it felt between your thighs
    Pleasure that made you cry
    Feels so good to be bad
    Not worth the aftermath, after that
    After that
    Try to get you back

    I still don't have the reason
    And you don't have the time
    And it really makes me wonder
    If I ever gave a f**k about you


    Give me something to believe in
    Cause I don't believe in you
    Anymore, Anymore
    I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
    (Yeah)
    So this is goodbye

    God damn, my spinning head
    Decisions that made my bed
    Now I must lay in it
    And deal with things I left unsaid

    I want to dive into you
    Forget what you're going through
    I get behind, make your move
    Forget about the truth

    I still don't have the reason
    And you don't have the time
    And it really makes me wonder
    If I ever gave a f**k about you


    Give me something to believe in
    Cause I don't believe in you
    Anymore, Anymore
    I wonder if it even makes a difference,
    It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
    And you told me how you're feeling
    But I don't believe it's true
    Anymore, Anymore
    I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
    (Oh no)
    So this is goodbye

    I've been here before
    One day a week
    And it won't hurt anymore
    You caught me in a lie
    I have no alibi
    The words you say don't have a meaning
    Cause..

    I still don't have the reason
    And you don't have the time
    And it really makes me wonder
    If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...
    and so this is goodbye


    Give me something to believe in
    Cause I don't believe in you,
    Anymore, Anymore
    I wonder if it even makes a difference,
    It even makes a difference to try
    And you told me how you're feeling
    But I don't believe it's true
    Anymore Anymore
    I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry

    So this is goodbye
    So this is goodbye, yeah...

    ~Maroon 5~

    i really like this song, catchy tune & great lyrics...

  • ~HeArTbReAk~

    Current mood:crappy

    just want to share a few excerpts from the book i'm reading right now, reading this paragraph brought back so many feelings and reminded me of everything i went through in my last relationship...

    It's what-the-fuck-did-i-do-to-deserve-this moment, love, isn't it? you shaved your head and now you're back with her, the one you lived with for five years. and you chose to let me know about this now, today, when you decided to call me up and tell me in real time, baby, i've got someone new. And what was i supposed to say in turn, love, what was i supposed to say? Should i be clapping at this wonderful turn of events, should i be telling you congratulations, should i be asking you what her name is again? should i be fucking happy for you?

    Out of all the days you could have chosen, you picked this day, this week, this month of May, to call me up and tenderly greet me with Hi, baby, I've got someone new. For a few seconds I even managed to tune out whatever you were saying and just listened to your voice flow. That liquid tone, I let it slide over my skin for awhile, slide through the strands of my hair. I closed my eyes and listened to your voice, listened to you say, baby, love, bella, listened to you while you broke my heart again. At which point did this all end, and what was I doing while it was happening?

    You say she calls you "sweet". She chucks your chin, she irons your shirt, and you feel giddy, so giddy when those eyes rest upon you. You feel she's taking your hand each time and drawing it under her skirt, and I remember all those times when you had your hand on my nape, and I didn't have to put it there, and I didn't have to find your lips, and I didn't have to ask with my eyes, and when i said please it only meant more, more.

    How are you going to live again like that, with her, how are you going to wake up beside her each morning, wake up to the sight of her. How can you do that and be fine, after me? How can you be so fucking contained, how can you be so fine about moving on? Darling, love, mahal. Baby, she doesn't even know you like sushi...


    -taken from the book "Heartbreak" edited by: Cel Coscolluela "Letters to Joaquin" by: E.C. De Los Reyes

    - a must read, I'm sure everyone will find a story in this book that they can relate to...
  • goodbye to you...

    Current mood:numb

    Of all the things I believe in
    I just want to get it over with
    tears from behind my eyes
    but I do not cry
    Counting the days that past me by

    I've been searching deep down in my soul
    Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
    Looks like I'm starting all over again
    The last three years were just pretend and I say

    Goodbye to you
    Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
    You were the one I love
    The one thing that I tried to hold on to

    I still get lost in your eyes
    And it seems like I can't live a day without you
    Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
    To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

    Goodbye to you
    Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
    You were the one I loved
    The one thing that I tried to hold on to

    It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
    I want whats yours and I want whats mine
    I want you but I'm not giving in this time

    Goodbye to you
    Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
    You were the one I loved
    The one thing that I tried to hold on to
    The one thing that I tried to hold on to

    Goodbye to you
    Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
    You were the one I loved
    The one thing that I tried to hold on to

    ~michelle branch~

    i really love this song right now, truly expresses how i feel... :(



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