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I was almost a philosopher. I was very interested in the subject in when I was younger and it kept my waters rippling steadily but music was a tidle wave.
So here I am now-a Composer and Percussionist, engineer, editor, producer, painter, game geek, anime geek, toy geek, model-making geek, and kayaker.
(yes, it happens)
During and after studying all matters music at Cal Arts and then with Peter Erskine, I spent about 15 years in the music industry. During that time I played and recorded with a whole lot of folks. I made a ot of music that was if nothing else, distinct. Much of it was actually sincere. A lot of it was...questionable, but most of us do the dance of trying to work and balance our inner life and creative drive with the reality of living in the world and surviving in all of the ways we must. That ever-moving line is a bitch.
I loved playing jazz and avant garde music with adventurous people. I had a wonderful decade with James Carney, a truly original voice in jazz and a great payer. We discovered a lot together and clocked a lot of shows together. Three albums were yieled from that period (see
jamescarney.com for more info.) I also played with the wonderful Larry Karush which was always a great hang and a dance on the edge.
I started as a rock drummer and then went nuts for music from India, Africa, and Brazil, as well as the aforementioned jazz and contemporary concert music. However, the rock never left me. I played in more bands than I can remember but some do stick out. In 1998 I played with a little group called The Smashing Pumpkins, an experience that certainly changed me. It was a thrilling nightmare for most of the time. But it was fun to play rck star for a little while. (If you want to see the ugly truth, go to YouTube and type in "Smashing Pumpkins 1998." Good for a laugh. I see those clips now and I feel like I'm watching another life.
After that year my career as a studio musician really took off and I found myself doing a lot of movies, commercials, and records. I got to work with some incredible talent-Danny Elfman, John Debney, and some lesser talent that was just a lot of work and bad attitudes all around as well as bad movies.
I taught a lot. I loved it. I loved my students and they loved me. I was committed. teaching taught me a lot about Zen and held up many mirrors that led to some keys that unlocked some important doors for me as far as seeing where I needed to go.
Backing up just a little, I started composing in 1996. I begun a collection of pieces that I had in mind for a record-MY record. During and after the Smashing tour I finished the material and began recording it with Dan Pinder (my top-shelf-bro) in 1999. We completed mixing in 2000. Last Novemeber it came out on the Zero Genshi label, whom I'm still with. It is called The Soul The Crow Stole and it is available through the itunes music store, msn music, and Hear Music.
There was a nice tour with Rufus Wainwright, who was a great player and a gentleman.
And then I made the record that made everything up to that point really worthwhile which Noe Venable's The World is Bound By Secret Knots. Magic, sweetness, strong bonds of friendship, and some amazing meals were made and consumed that week. And then we toured twice for around 3 weeks. And that was it. The bright candle that burns fast.
(One of the most ironic, and often hideously dissapointing things is that much of the press that followed "Secret Knots" often referred to the "programmed drums" and "loops" of which occupy less than 8% of the record! There are 2 loops I believe, and with the exception of Andy Borger's brilliant playing on "Mid-Summer Nights Dream", it's all me.
All of the parts just happened and we knew instantly what to do-it just happened and felt right.
I do pride myself to a certain extent on my accute sense of not just time but feel and the subtlety of the spaces in between notes and their relation to time.
I'm not sure if me fooling so many people into thinking it was programed/looped speaks to a strength or something less savory, but it is one of a small handful of nearly 60 recordings I've made that I still listen to and regret nothing what so-ever. Few things in my life have been that sincere.
Todd's production was brilliant but the whole thing was completely organic, collaborative, and spontaneous, which to me, makes the depths that it swims in all the more deep.)
And then back to the drudgery of doing sessions for beasts without ears or spines.
So I finished a book that Peter Erskine had asked me to help him write (Drumset Essentials, Vol. One) , did a few more terribly depreessing sessions and gigs and decided that I needed to go elsewhere if I was to keep music in my life.
This took some figuring out. But with the support of my old friend and wife Marie as well as the above mentioned Pinder the Great, my man Butch, and my oldest friend Katz I did make it through.
I've been an avid gamer since I ws about 8. I just loved video games to death and never stopped playing them. I felt nobody was open anymore in the world of music (or I just couldn't find those people) or I was just burnt out. And then I saw a world where music was still young and Wonka factory was/is the video game industry. So now that's what I primarily do-music and sfx and all things audio for Activision Publishing.
Oh, and somewhere in there I became an engineer and editor. I produced and recorded a band called The Cheat, who by the way are great and just got a record deal. You can find them on myspace.
I now am working on my 2nd recording called BloodFeather. I'm very excited and I'll be sharing more about this soon.
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Noe Venable 4 years ago
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Bob Wilcox songs 4 years ago
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10 of 51MoreOn here checking up on everyone even you. I hope you join Marie and I at Disneyland soon. Love you and miss you.
I wish you could have heard the jam I had with your former student Patrick R. tonight. There were a couple of moments his playing made me think of you, and it was a hella rockin' jam. (I played bass, and our friend Andy totally rocked it on guitar). It was one of those psychic link nights, where we all became one big throbbing music brain mass. (Sounds kinda hot, I know!)
Just a few more hours and we'll be eating dinner, watching crazy holiday movies, and maybe drinking. And of course opening presents. I hope you are enjoying the holidays wherever you are and that you get lots of good books and video games. Love you!
Hey you. We were watching The Muppet Christmas Carol tonight with Marie and it skipped the sappy song with the nostrail flaring girl. Glad to know you were there with us decorating the tree and watching the movie. Love you.
Dear Dan,
I am tuning into myspace after so many months of not checking it, and I must confess that I had not, until now, seen your notes about Secret Knots. The irony is heartwrenching-- I wish that I had read these notes long ago, because then perhaps I could have written you some soothing words, or at any rate, some loving ones. Maybe then I would have known to tell you how much your playing and your friendship meant to me. As is, I wish I could tell you now.
In truth, over the course of all of the years that have passed between "now" and "then", I never dreamed that our playing or recording together was over. Even when I was living in New York and without much in the way of resources to complete The Summer Storm Journals, let alone to do so with a cast of musicians on different coasts, I always thought that we would be reunited, you and Todd and Alan and I, once I had found a way to make a living that could support the reality of our separating distances. Clearly, my own wishes had little to do with what fate had in store. But if I could have read the future, this is what I would have told you. You were not only a person with whom I played music, you were a person I always considered a kindred soul.
The day after I heard that you had left us, I wrote you a song, and I have wanted to share it with you. It is my tribute to you, but like everything in my life right now, it seems, it is unrecorded, ephemeral, unsharable in its complete form for want of time or resources. So all I can really do, I guess, is put the lyrics here for now, and tell you that not these or any other words could really capture, I think, the well of feeling that surrounds your memory for me.
I regret that I couldn't make your memorial concert in LA, moreover that I couldn't get it together to write this letter then. I owed it to you, and to your beloved wife, Marie. Instead I was here in Cambridge, MA, thinking of you, and wishing that I
SONG FOR DAN
Dan, if you can hear me let me know
I never got to say farewell
Oh Dan! How swiftly all of this goes by
as visions of your thread-cut life
become my mother's hand to hold
become my lover's eyes so old
Beauty out and beauty in
forget all you know about it
years ago and years again
I'll find you in the world
I'll find you
inside a baby's waking eyes
outside a crow flies
high high
carry wide these dreams these prayers
his soul his life
Beauty out and beauty in
forget all you know about it
years arrive and shake their tails
I'll find you in the world
Beauty in and beauty out
water comes to drink the ground
mountains rise and years like whales
and find you in the world
Dan if you have flown I understand
If you have found your wingspan
again...
Miss you like crazy Dan!,you are a really special man.
Thank you for teaching me,I will miss you endlessly.
Your friend forever Bob Wilcox.
i'm watching nightmare before christmas and thinking you must have loved this movie. and i'm wondering what kind of questionable lyrics you'd have made up to these songs.
(psychic toast to you)
:)
so the guy in my last comment was from the day of your concert. i saw him like THREE times. i know i probably don't have to tell you, since you probably sent him and the birds. and i probably don't have to tell you that the crows in moscow are CRAZY (beautiful), either, since you were probably there for those, too. nonetheless, i'm sending you photos. and overusing the word probably, probably so people don't think i'm nuts.


marie sang you a kickass song, and i KNOW you were there for that! :)
:) thanks for all the birds.
Hey Dan,
I know you're smiling. Your beautiful wife and Pinder and Cline and a LOT of other people who adore you put together an amazing evening of music to tribute you. It was last night. I wish I could have been there; I was in spirit, big time. YOU should have been there! I bet you would have enjoyed the hang.
You are loved and deeply missed, my friend.