Jake

just thinking of you today.I really miss you alot.I love you. love your sis june

My darling Son and Crystal. Some evil man with very bad taste is causing many of us to delete our profiles. He has had our my Spaces turned into terror for us our kids, grand kids, nieces and nephews. In hijacking these he had pictures of kids (under age) on the internet for all sorts of people to stumble across. This is very serious. Plus for some reason he has NOT posted ALL of the friend and family blogs, only the one he chooses. I feel very bad for Angie for she is carrying a hatred that will eat her up. So here are the facts...straight from the medical records..these were from the COURT ORDERED counseling that Jason WAS going through. I have these because they were needed for me and my counseling. Jason DID try to commit suicide...He told the Dr at that time that he would not go out by himself. The police were aware of this. The Police are not mental health experts they are policemen; they serve and protect. They can't call the innings when it comes to mental health issues. Their hands are tied. Jason liked Crystals co-workers. We still have a picture of he and Crystal with many of the sheriffs at New Years. They were all happy. He ayyended BBQ's and social functions. AFTER his suicide attempt he tried to commit himself VOLUNTARILY 2 or 3 times and was loaded up w/drugs and sent home. This AFTER he was diagnosed a paranoid schizophrenic with anti social tendencies. He thought a cat was following him around with a hidden video cam. He had audialogical hallucinations. He was sure THEY were out to get him. Who? I don't know about you but I believe a Dr. trying to save some state money(there were only 18 beds) I'm sure filled with really seriously (dangerous to society) patients. Well there is always the floor. Wouldn't it have been better if the Dr. kept him instead of letting him go home to a job that demanded he work overtime (w/out pay) or scream at him for reporting the overtime. For the record.
He could have been Kept safe and sound at the psy

Thinking of you fondly.I miss you.
Mama

i love you big brother and miss you and crystal lots.
love your lil sis june

Forever. Forever I will love you as I do your brother and sisters.Daily I think of you. The pain is still raw but starting to lessen somewhat as I come to terms with the fact that I will never be able to hold you in my arms again and tell you I love you. I know you keep watch over us. I know you loved us while on this earthly plane. I know your love is deeper and more fulfilling where you are now. I miss you Jake. I wish you didn't have to go. The gods know what was best. I have to believe that. Learn son while you are there. I crave your voice and laughter. I'm trying to let you go but it is so very difficult. Be at peace son.
Mama

I can't believe It's been a year already.I miss you big brother.I hope your at peace.
Miss you and love you lots love your sis june

Well today I am thinking of everyone and their families. All of the people this has touched. I think of everyone involved each day though you and Crystal most. I know you are happy and at peace where you are. I know we are tenderly being watched over. I miss you both and the two of you are reminders to me of how very precious life is no matter what.
Love, Mom

Ah yes the Cadbury eggs. Since the year they first came out. When he was 31 or 32 I sent him and Crystal a Cadbury Bunny...when you squeezed it's paw it clucked. Just like on the commercials. They wore that out and got a great laugh. I had to send him his Cadburys every year. It was a tradition. Cadbury eggs will ALWAYS remind me of my boy. Miss you and Crystal...Love you both to the point of pain.
Love Mom

Thinking of you two and feeling comfortable with you and Crystal there with all the exotic animals and doing a lot of fishing. Missing you and loving you. I do look forward to seeing you both again. Love, Ma