everytime i come on myspace i find out about a new death of an old friend.
haven't been up here since i heard about my very dear friend Julie Ann Park that died
suddenly out of the fucken blue and instead of anyone reaching out to her entire scope of
friends i got to find out way later and on top of it some fuck wad deleted her profile which erased
all of our saved conversations. i just wanna say fuck you for that.
I am so sad to get the news I got this morning that cancer won yet another friend of my family.
Becky Wreyford, God bless your soul and may you be free of pain now that you are free of your physical body. God bless your husband Randy, your kids and grandkids. I will miss you when I am at the ranch and I will continue to help victims of cancer in your honor with my talent throughout the rest of my life.
You will be missed but I am wise and know you wont be far from the ones you love and that love you.
Rest In Peace.
Current mood:disgustedIncredibly I once again have been slandered because of my sexuality, as if it's even any of this dudes business!
My very close and personal friend/bandmate reluctantly told me of some scumbag ass wipe that was inquiring about me...
calling me a dyke in a derogatory way and wondering why he was playing in my band...
do i even know you??? NO.
so, if you wanna know about me, ask me yourself. I think my friend lied to me about your name so I wouldn't have your scene rearranged. I know who you play with and I don't get what your obsession is with me or my friend. I should have kicked your stupid drum sticks off my stage at SANTOS the night we played and you cowardly left. I hear you are new in town and I can tell you right now you aren't making a very good first impression and if you want to talk shit you might wanna know who you are talking shit about. I don't care that you don't like me, I don't even know you but I got pull on these streets in this town and many others so you might have to learn the hard way that this is a small scene and now I got my eyes on my back and you. Don't fuck with the Curious or my boys, we haven't done shit to you except be nice to you. If you would have said that to one of my brothers about me, talking out your ass, they would have beat you down til you couldn't play no more. An apology is in order here, that's how we do in NYC so get it straight otherwise get ready for the big fall from your high horse. Don't be disrespecting people or bands or music you know NOTHING about! I expect your band leader to be addressing this shit ASAP before I out your ass!
Current mood:quietI think I am ready to move on.
I am currently playing with possibly one of the best guitarist of our time! NO JOKE!
He works as hard as me, maybe harder, he's definitely just as neurotic about it
and I gotta say, I am REALLY TIRED OF CARRYING ALL OF THE WEIGHT!
I am a songwriter, I am a musician, i can do the biz too but at a certain point it'd be nice to
share the load moving in the same cohesive direction you know!?
So Nick Vivid and I have decided to join forces, you can still buy my records, as well as his, we will still play my songs but we are going to incorporate Nick's songs, riffs and style into mine like a southern boogie pop rock vibe....
we are boggling our minds for a new band name so if any of you would like to give us suggestions, we are open....
The band consists of Nick Vivid, Nate Smith and Me. We are all fire signs and we all work well together and very hard at it as we are damn good at what we do!
If you live in NYC come out to the ANNEX show, it's going to be one of the last of my solo shows (new pros) ever.... the absolute last will be November 13, 2008.... but fret not my friends and family, there is greater promise in moving ahead... it's like going out and buying new clothes and throwing all your old ones away.... not the songs, just the name and the
solo-ish vibe of the past.
I know you are going to love it as much as I do, Nick does and Nate does....
We have met our matches and it feels fucken great!!!!!!
If I personally spent all my time looking back at what was I would have never met these guys or given them half a chance to prove to me that what we can create together is much more than I could do alone. Don't worry, I am still writing and none of that will change...
I just get to finally have people working with me as hard as I work and as passionately as I am about music and forging through to the fruition of the massive success that I know we all deserve and have karmically coming our way!!!! And so it is and so it shall be....
Any band name ideas? lemme have em and we will be announcing soon the unveiling party!
Thanks for all your support over the years, you know who you are.