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When you go to bed tonight, dream of me.

When you wake in the morning, you'll remember you can't have me.

My History

I had always known that there was something different about me. It felt as if everywhere I went, I was able to control the mood of those around me. My strongest influence was that of sorrow and pain. I rarely felt these feelings myself, but I could easily instill it into the hearts of nearby people. My mother is Irish, and my so-called father was Japanese. I had a youth I thought was good, up until I walked in on my father, sleeping with someone who was not my mother. I was quite young. I stared him deep in the eyes as he tried to explain to me that they were simply friends and she was helping him feel better while my mummy was away. I remember grinding my teeth, feeling a fire rise within me. As I stared into his eyes, I was unaware that my once perfect blue eyes had filled with black, as if a crystal clear pool had been flooded with dirty motor oil.

My father stood before me, his explanations ceased abruptly, and he rose, retreiving his slacks from the end of the bed. His face fell so far, that I smiled, knowing that I was making him feel his guilt. He reached up, looped his pants over the ceiling fan, and tied the legs together, then inserted his head through the opening. "I'm sorry." were the last words he said to me, and I replied, "I do not forgive you." He jerked the pull of the fan, sending the blades spinning, and his body was whipped from the bed. His neck snapped. His lover beneath him shrieked and leapt from the bed, trying to flee the room and the gruesome sight. I remember smirking, and trying to catch her eyes, but she could not look at me. She left without another sight.

Years past, and I helped my mother move to New York, where she'd always wanted to visit. I set up a nice flat for her, and we lived there peacefully until I turned 18. I felt the undeniable desire to return home, where I tried to create a life for myself. Much to my surprise it did not work out as I had planned.

Instead of wasting my time going out with the young adults my age, I spend my time at noodle hut that is local to my apartment. In the daytime, it is not there, but at night it is set up and the atmosphere is peaceful and welcoming. The fried saimin is to die for, and the company is mainly business men after long days of work, so I do not have to worry about making conversation..

Trust is to be earned

Not handed freely.

I am not a tease.

I am only a reminder of what you can not have.

My True Calling

I took from life everything I wanted. I trusted no man, after what my father had done to my mother who had been completely and undeniably devoted to him, for no reason at all. In my eyes, men were only placed on this earth for one reason, to provide us sustenance when we need it, as well as companionship, if we felt the need to take it.

One month after I would have turned twenty years old, I had a nocturnal vision. I did sleep, but not in the same way I had as a human. It was a way to rest, but I was not fully unconscious. My vision seemed to have been put there, by some unknown force. In my vision, a woman's voice recited what seemed to be biblical verses as I watched the events play out exactly as she spoke.

( Revelation 6:7-8˄ NIV) I watched as the Lamb opened the first of the seven seals. Then I heard one of the four living creatures say in a voice like thunder, "Come!" I looked, and there before me was a white horse! Its rider held a bow, and he was given a crown, and he rode out as a conqueror bent on conquest.

When the Lamb opened the second seal, I heard the second living creature say, "Come!" Then another horse came out, a fiery red one. Its rider was given power to take peace from the earth and to make men slay each other. To him was given a large sword.

When the Lamb opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, "Come!" I looked, and there before me was a black horse! Its rider was holding a pair of scales in his hand. Then I heard what sounded like a voice among the four living creatures, saying, "A quart of wheat for a day's wages, and three quarts of barley for a day's wages, and do not damage the oil and the wine!"

When the Lamb opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature say, "Come!" I looked, and there before me was a pale horse! Its rider was named Death, and Hades was following close behind him. They were given power over a fourth of the earth to kill by sword, famine and plague, and by the wild beasts of the earth.

Though I could awaken if I chose to, since I was not actually asleep, I chose to watch the entire vision in its fullness. I wanted to know what was going to happen in the end. I was not disappointed. A woman materialized before me, and pointed to the horsemen gathered behind her, among fire and pain. I wanted to run to them, to join them. The woman smiled, held out a hand to me and beckoned me toward her. She spoke softly, and it was her voice that had narrated the scene before me. "Aislinn, my dear one, this is your destiny. You are one of us." She pointed to each one of the horse riders, one of which pulled off her helm, revealing something I had not expected in a million years. She was me. I was looking into my own face, and I looked as if I belonged.

Though my heart no longer beat, I felt it leap in my chest, and the woman informed me where I was to meet her and the other two riders. I immediately gathered my things and left for that place. I knew it was where I belonged. I knew it was what had been drawing on me since birth. I knew that I was more than just a human turned vampire on this horribly pathetic planet of miserable humans and disloyal men. I knew that I had been immortal and meant for something great, before even this ball of stone and water had even been created. I remembered my being before I had become living as a human. I remembered assisting in the deaths of so many highly influential people. Truly loved leaders of countries, riding in cars, shot from windows above. Basic dictators, encroached upon in the midst of their night of theatrical entertainment. Famous actors and actresses, taking their own lives for selfish reasons. Marauders, living the hellish life, and dying at the hand of those who claim themselves just. Men, women, children. People who appeared good, people who appeared bad. I am Pain. I am Death. I am the forth Horsewoman

Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius

It's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.

It takes 42 muscles to frown.

It only takes 4 to extend my middle finger and tell you to fuck off..

Relationships

Status: Devoted

With:Dorian Cullen

Since: 12/09/2011

Why: Because he showed me patience in love.

Engaged: 00-00-00

Married: 00-00-00

Comments: “The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.” I finally, thanks to Dorian now what this is like. Im never letting him go.

Name: Aislinn
Appears age: 21
Hair color: Dark brown
Eye color: Hazel
Nationality: Irish/Japanese
Relationship status: Claimed for
Birthdate: Before time was created
Weapon/skill: Godlike speed and strength, Altering of perception of reality.Tapping into ones thoughts. Ability to fade into the mist to travel by her unholy steed.
Home: Japan/New York City
Family: Mother of Irish Decent||Father of Japanese decent. Decease.

Women who seek to be equal with men

lack ambition.

I admire the Sakura flower at night, the way the sliver beams of the moon illuminate its pedals so perfectly. Casting shadows around them, calling you to its beauty. It beckons even the damnedest of creatures such as myself. Kitanomaru Park is one of my favorite place's to view these beautiful flowers.

My Hacks

Hot Dog -
This woman is not what she seems at first glance. Her scent is that of a vampire, her appearance as well, however, there is something more. Something underlying, something I cannot quite put my finger on. She intrigues me. She arouses me. I will stop at nothing until I am able to experience more about her. I am interested, attracted, intrigued, allured. She has a mind of which I cannot bear to ignore. If anyone ever harms her, you will answer to me. That is my job, should I choose to undertake it.

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe

And leaves before she is left .

Past loves;

They deserve mentioning;

VEN; A werewolf with the most gentle of heart. The first to ever melt this heart of mine. A few misunderstandings along with a new friend NYL had caused Ven to leave. I truly miss you Ven. If you should ever find your way back, know that I will be here with open arms.

NYL; His ego as big as his heart. He had kept me company during my times of distress after Ven's left. He was not as much as a mystery to me as he was to everyone else who was lucky or rather unlucky to have met him. We both came from a place that was far beyond the human world. Many of times together were spent on a place we referred to as 'cloud 9.' I miss those times. I miss him.

Souless Intoxication [Charming]; This relationship was doomed from the start. He keeps speaking of a monster within. Ive never met this monster, though ive encouraged it to come forth many of times. -smirks; I only know the sweet man whom ive named Charming. Our fire died as quickly as it started. He could not give me what I wanted, and I could not wait. Patience is something that ive always lacked. I have loved him, and will always in a way. He to, has a special place in my heart.

Well behaved women never make history.

Ive made my mark since the dawn of time, and im not done..

DISCLAIMER.

I am not Ashley Green, nor am I the character created here for roleplaying purposes. Please do not steal anything on this page as I have worked hard to provide it for perfect relation to my character.